Two hearts

I was once lost a upon my shadow, but you were there to find me. I once shed tears from my eyes, but you were there to console me. I once came closes to stumping my toe, and you were there to remove the problem. But were am I when the skies turn gray for you? I am so many miles away, and that hurts me so bad because now when your in need I am no were close to lead you my hand. And I feel like I am going to die because I am no where to lead you my open hand.