Friday, July 19, 2013

Two sides of me






The mind of confusion as she begins to look into the mirror. Staring eye to eye as she tries to figure who she really is. As she sees an image of a child, while at times a splitting of a woman. This child seems to shine brighter, as this woman hides very shyly behind her very own shadow waiting eagerly to shine as this child just won't go away.

I am disabled

I am tired of the way people precede disabled people, we are looked at as unable or retarded. Constant looks like if we are mirrors. "Yes" we are unique in each & every way, Instead of looking it won't hurt to ask. But to classified us as unable or retarded, is just plain wrong. We are strong capable beings regardless physically or mentally disabled. We all can do the same thing, but it's done differently. I am tired of people looking at disabled in a negative way. Take the time to understand instead of the constant stares, with that said "Yes" I am disabled. I is for Intelligent individual A is for Accelerator M is for Motivator D is for Daring to break down these walls I is for Incredible human being S is for Super strong because weakness can't bring us down. A is for Awesomeness because we will bring awareness to our ability. B is for Bravery, being able to shed light on our condition. L is for being Level headed because we won't allow negativity to stand in our way. E is for Educator so we can educate others. D is for Defensive because we will defense ourselves. When looking at "I am disabled" in a positive perspective. You will begin to see that we are all the same . Just need help every now an than.

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Breakaway

You played with my heart like it's a deck of cards. This feeling can be sweet while other times not so, sweet at all. I would sit and watch you just to see your emotion. I become like this joker when you do not win,as I get this feeling of satisfaction you can not break me. While your sipping on coffee, I am pushing through theses walls. I choose to climb while others choose to fall. I will achieve what I have always been aiming towards. While sticks and stones may break my bones, but what you say to me will only make me "Stronger"!

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Prayer Hands

I am here because of you heavenly father, as you have created life. I begin to stare into the mirror each and, everyday as I see skin of flesh. There is know other creator that is so, powerful as you because without you heavenly father. I wouldn't be here and, I want to praise you my heavenly father because I know you created me along with earth. For that reason I want to give you praise.

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Pray

As I pray unto my father my lord. If it's in your will to continue to shield me with your bright almighty light, as I pray unto you my father thy lord. Help me with these battles in my everyday life, for you are thy lord in which we shall obey. As I pray unto you my father thy lord, I ask that you give me strength today only if its in your will, may it be done. As I pray unto you my father thy lord I ask, for your forgiveness in any sin's that I may have committed because I want to always make you proud my father thy lord. Amen!

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Soar

I am tired of all these negative words you tend to throw towards me. You think I will never move forward while your trying to, build up your confidence by throwing negative words at me. you just do not seem to realize that, you only higher up my confidences even more.

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Mental tears

I do not mean to shut you out as these are tears of a mental breakdown, trying to shield you from this pain I am feeling inside. A feeling I can no longer bare to hide. I can never walk with my shadow because the secret is out. Stitch by,stitch as pill by, pill these wounds I have need to heal. Can someone please come help me.