❤️ Open heart ❤️

  This is my heart prayer...this organ has been yearning for  years and sometimes it bring me to tears, reaching out for freedom without any human attachments. My girl,Kelly Clarkson, song it in her debut album,Thankful.
  I know some won't understand how this heart truly feels. And trying to speak up about it has become quite hard. So, if you don't understand how this heart feels, this will be the best time to express it, I'm a capable human being. But, its the fear of others who can't see pass my disability, no matter how hard I try, they seem to stay blindsided. This isn't my fear at all...I know what I'm capable of. So, there are times this heart knows, what it's up against. But, words don't want to be heard, nor watch from the sideline, to that I'm capable.
  Independent this heart screams, move back like you just entered a crime scene, I'm fully capable and can do things on my own. And just in case you didn't know, suffocation, is the best way to describe this.
  I need to be physically set free... this is really affecting me mentally. And this is how my heart truly feels... for years I have become someone else shadow.
  

💕Family love 💕

  Let me ask you this, why spread lies like peanut butter and jelly. And causing pain like no other amongst hearts of pedigree. I see the slytherin inside of you, and anxiety is on the rise, you can't stop this blood from talking to my true blood. My true blood is who I stand close by...if their hearts are in pain, you better believe I'll be quick to feel it. So,let me tell you this, jealousy can't be easily hidden away, nor can you try to hide it...it will have its way of coming out 

Pulse

   Here comes the rage against the fire, and this really has my heart numb---with every word that flows, there is no solid evidence. So, am I the only one who can't  douse out the flames. Especially, when it you who's the in pain. 

I will remain faithful and, stand as high as I can--- these eyes can definitely read the book of evil eyes.  your heart is made of fire. So, I know you will remain strong and, I know the truth is lying out there---right now this is the forbidden chapter. And you won't stand alone on this one. If dandelions can kill the grass, you can find your spark to drown out the evilness of those unfaithful stories.

Peaceful Heart

Here we go starting up into sky trying to figure out who the hell we are. Eyes become weak when they look into the distance, have you ever sat in silence to get the picture...if you sit in silence you will see a clearer picture. there's no time to be a witch who is set out to scorn, stop being hurtful and clean up your dirty words.

Heart of liberty

This heart has harmony and is synced with peace, it knows  how to protect itself. But, others want to disturb it. Like, the tainted ocean. So, you better not come near me. You can't force this heart out of its belief, nor hold it back from its destiny.

This heart strings are held on damn tight. So, you better not try to break its focus, or try to pin someone else's action upon this heart. If you can't handle the way this heart feels, it's time for your heart to learn, how I must feel...every tear does not equal sadness, and every laugh does not equal happiness. So, can you see how these two feelings can easily flip on you. Tears may rise during happiness, and laughter is used to hide the pain of a broken heart.

  This is where my heart has been, and now I must dust it off. So, I can keep on moving...I don't have time for people who hold jealousy in their soul. I'm who I am and won't change for anyone.

A child

Here is life coming from an unclear mind, you don't know where or when things will happen for you. You would rather settle into your bitterness and put the blame on someone else. 

A child who clearly has a problem, and is trying to do their very best, keeps getting pushed down like a stack of Domino's, the one who strives for the best of all they can do. And stumble over broken words, is the one who gets called out as a fool.

  A child should never have to dig, to find where their hearts truly lie because it should already know. But, once that barrier becomes broken and words are no longer spoken, their hearts no longer beat the same. You have attacked something that you will never get back. And at the end you have turned a child's emotions into bitterness towards you. 

 A child should have their defenses, even when it comes to words, allow them to speak... that's how stories are told. Don't ever silence the voice of a child, nor cause pain or unnecessary emotions in a child...their love will quickly dry up towards you.

🌍 Confession ♻

 I want to reach out to as many people as possible, this heart is genuine and does not hold anything back. I shed tears when I am feeling down, laugh when things are funny, why I even crack myself up sometimes. I'm a soul filled with a lot of emotions, and I know you are too.

 Fear gets the best of us sometimes, mostly when you don't expect it to. CoVID---19 has millions of people on the edge of their seats, and about half are staying cool and collective through the process. Can we ask  forgiveness, for all the things we have done? putting the blame on everything else around us. Do we deserve quarantine and for how long? America will be great again after, learning from these mistakes we all have made.

  Are you brave enough to own up to your mistakes, taking the garbage to its rightful place? Asking yourself small questions only you know the answers to. I know and see the changes I need to make. This is definitely the time to sit still and listen... we're the ones to blame for this. Mother earth has us all on punishment, you can see those who are obedient and the ones who are defiant.

 I feel deep within this heart, that we all will make it through this together, if only you do your part and stay safe.