Friday, July 23, 2021

Envious

 

Nights and Days seem to be rough most days. This body from time to time is showing it. Especially, in the eyes. I know some can truly relate without the hashtag me too.
Here comes my spiritual gift and spirits don't lie, there are two human beings taking life like it's a competition with me. I knew this from the get-go. And I clearly don't get the whole point in this. There is true jealousy at its finest when one human being, only wants to poke fun at me. Never do they ever want to hold a genuine conversation. I don't see what it is about me that, you need to compete. I find myself shutting down and not in tears because I'm over it. I clearly just can't talk without me too coming behind. Therefore, I pulled the plug slightly on this side.
  Sleeping some nights is really draining, this body wake's up in pain sometimes. I can truly tell you why. But, only a few will take the time to understand. As for others will shout out to me too. And this is no competition because, at the end of the day, nobody walks away with a plaque saying you are the greatest. Sometimes I feel the energy moving around, and it causes me to feel pain. I can't explain the difference in words verbally. What I can do is express them in a different form, my whole body is spaced out, and my ears feel clogged with a lot of spirits whispering. It is like an out-of-body experience.


Picture: A female wearing a fuchsia nightcap and a light blue robe. her eyes are closed. There is an effect on the photo, a Mirror effect making the photo appear like there are two of the same person.