We don't ask for much, except for acceptance. We're no different from our able-bodied family and friends, etc. This is our 2022, and we are going into further years. Inclusion, Accessibility. Frankly, we need you as a society to hear us because we just need to be heard.
No child can not lie to you because you see right through them. And give them karma in time.
First, I ask for your protection from all evil spirits, sending all evil spirits back to where they came from not to harm anyone. Thank you, Father Lord.
Dear Lord
You see and hear things twenty-four-seven, nothing can pass you no matter how hard us your children shall try.
You see Lucifer's games being played and cause chaos, emotional, physical, and mental abuse is definitely his game. Altering the mind of your children. If it's in your will to guide all your children out of these situations.
Father Lord,
I see the eyes of Lucifer seeking inward causing discomfort, and I feel better not being around that. So, I do my best to move as quickly as possible because Lucifer is in the room. You are the only spirit that can break through Lucifer’s viciousness.
I shall speak only for myself, every day I'm dealing with something both emotional and physical pain. And only you can see the cause of this pain.
I'm feeling broken verbally and fighting through this verbal pain. Speaking can be difficult around others because they are quick to judge me. They wonder why I can't talk to them and my response is to go silent.
I have been bullied way too many times and I've grown strong vocally against bullying. These people don’t get the picture of the reason for my voice turning inward instead of outward. Causing pain is a beautiful game to them.
I know you are there with me always front and center. So, this is the reason for this letter to you Dear Father God.
You know my physical pain even if I don’t speak it and it breaks me deeply because no one else will get it. This pain I have been dealing with for many years and, I’m talking about internal pain. Only you Dear Father God know this pain.
For those who don’t know I have written poetry on this subject because this is the only therapy besides God that will not judge me.
I know that one day God will answer my prayers to healing this physical and emotional pain.
Please do let me explain because I get shunned or get made fun of Like if I have entered into a contest. dealing with medical conditions that have symptoms of depression is no joke and I happen to deal with one. Hypothyroidism, I'll leave it to you to research because I have written a poem already on that.
I'll give you a piece of Twilight if you did not click on the link, and these words are not in any particular order. Here comes the rain of tangible tears and shattered hearts from a soul who needs to heal. My heart is very fragile and I'm battling this sadness no one seems to know.
I find myself in this space again at times and this time I fear showing the tears, or I'll hide it with a smile from time to time. This isn't who I really am. I went through something horrific that I have no recollection of anything that has happened. Let me just share this, it left me hoarse. And before that, I had uncomfortable moments at night. And I'm still in that predicament.
Some day's I sit because I'm already dealing with physical pain and some see that. I can not walk for long periods of time, otherwise, I will be in more pain than ever. Then there is more pain buried deep in this heart. This pain is personal and it's not something that can ever go away.
I don't need no me too and I'm not talking about the hashtag me too.
I don't need anyone judging me or giving me any sense of competition because, throughout my life, I've gotten just that. Simply just stop and listen to me. I should not have to lose my voice, a voice that was given to me by God. A simple reason my words have turned in and I have turned shy to the outside world. So, if you can not tell the way this is going, I'm pouring out all my pain because this is the only way I can find relief.
Poetry Corner:
This poem touches base on dealing with depression.
For the past few days, my heart has felt heavy, and I have felt other people's pain. I have drawn tears and sat in silences. giving respect to all who have passed on to the next rim of light.
Nights and Days seem to be rough most days. This body from time to time is showing it. Especially, in the eyes. I know some can truly relate without the hashtag me too.
Here comes my spiritual gift and spirits don't lie, there are two human beings taking life like it's a competition with me. I knew this from the get-go. And I clearly don't get the whole point in this. There is true jealousy at its finest when one human being, only wants to poke fun at me. Never do they ever want to hold a genuine conversation. I don't see what it is about me that, you need to compete. I find myself shutting down and not in tears because I'm over it. I clearly just can't talk without me too coming behind. Therefore, I pulled the plug slightly on this side.
Sleeping some nights is really draining, this body wake's up in pain sometimes. I can truly tell you why. But, only a few will take the time to understand. As for others will shout out to me too. And this is no competition because, at the end of the day, nobody walks away with a plaque saying you are the greatest. Sometimes I feel the energy moving around, and it causes me to feel pain. I can't explain the difference in words verbally. What I can do is express them in a different form, my whole body is spaced out, and my ears feel clogged with a lot of spirits whispering. It is like an out-of-body experience.
Picture: A female wearing a fuchsia nightcap and a light blue robe. her eyes are closed. There is an effect on the photo, a Mirror effect making the photo appear like there are two of the same person.
This body can predict the weather before it hits, don't ask, it just does. I want to lie still bundled up underneath tons of cover's. Like, Antarctica came rushing through. I'm drained as Hell physically and Mentally at times, you ought to see me sometimes walking like a zombie during the daytime though. This body goes through so much pain physically and at times can't pinpoint which angle it's coming from. Is this a do or die Hypothyroidism party, or Osteoporosis pain? Gland to bone must really throw a grand celebration.
hypothyroidism you drain me to there's no end, sending this body on a wacked out ride, putting this mind in a complicated state. Chronic emotions no one will ever get the memo because this body is definitely going through some mood swings.
Snap, Crackle and Pop where is the milk, bones are lacking thy essentials because here comes Hypothyroidism stealing the bones thunder. So, this body is really physically confused and motivation is desperately draining. This body needs a physical and mental push to stay up float. Therefore, can I let out a silent cry, and please don't ask why because you won't ever get it. Change of weather hits and this body is really in pain, I can't tell if it's Hypothyroidism mimicking signs of Fibromyalgia, or osteoporosis causing osteoarthritis. Damn this body is feeling it these days and I just want to lie here and allow it to run it course.
I want to wake up one day feeling no need for walking on broken glass, for many years I have fought for freedom that some people choose not to see because they're very closed-minded. Have you ever tried to speak and get shut down very quickly? this is my communication pain and need a serious solution to rid this pain away.
I'm an individual with an educational story to tell, some stories are in book format and other are spoke in plain sight. Behind these close door stand's a brilliant young woman, a person who will away wear their heart on their sleeves. There is some bitter confusion that really eats at this heart. So, it's always better out than in. How do you deal with a force of jealousy and no this isn't me?
I have no tolerance for this behavior and I can't really sleep like I used to. I lying in a space that's really making me very uncomfortable, I can't tolerate this behavior of evilness, another Cinderella story expect the is no horse-drawn carriage, or a prince to sweep this person away. Waking up should feel very rewarding without feeling frigid weather down your back with a windstorm of unkind words. So, why feed someone negative words and create division filled with lies? This is really causing more than pain in an individual, psychological evaluation is needed desperately! Is there really anyone out there who can relate to this? come reach out to this positive heart.
