Standing next to me

I don't want to stop this heartbeat, as my soul is feeling so good. Dancing around the bonfire like everyone should. Lifting up ever voice as everyone else begins, to sing. Putting my hands close to my ear's while the sound of ever voice fulfill the air. I don't want to cry out any more. Those were my last tears that I have shed. Some people just don't understand the reason, why I draw tears down my face. Well for me that's my sign of strength, as I am rebuilding myself back up from all the hurt, I have endured. I don't want to be left alone here anymore. This is where I want to leave all my bitter pain,and sorrow making room for tomorrow.I want to hold...your hands forever,and never have to let them go. I just want to be able, to feel safe here with you, and if I was to ever cry.I want you to just hold me tight.I just don't want to go no where. So, maybe we can dance like there is no one else here watching because we can dance, until the sunrise.I hope you will always be standing next to me.

Unspoken memories

The sadness is gone after the rain, as I look down at my the window pane. I see your name crave deep within the window frame. This is only drawing back the pain. I know that your gone and I can't see you until my time is over, down here on earth which I find is fun. But, my heart will continue to ache because you are no where around to hold when my heart begins to break. My heart has held...your broken promise that you have made. But, know that your gone without leaving a reason. We rarely got to talk to one another, and when we did it was just to say a few words. I was almost scared to say I love you because the words just did not seem right then. But, now I wish I could only turn back the hands of time. We could do things a lot better, no matter what kind of weather. Our only hearts would heal together. I am writing this to you from my heart, and I know that your probably, looking over my shoulder reading ever word, I type. I just want to let you know, my heart does not hold... bitterness. All my sadness went away with the rain.