Friday, March 5, 2021

Invisible Pain



Can anyone hear me out there when this pain is excruciating. Like, there is no tomorrow and all I rather do is lie still because no one around me will ever get to know what this pain begins to feel like. I want to sit in silence and listen to the voice's inside my head because these voices are the only beings that can really understand me.

 This body can predict the weather before it hits, don't ask, it just does. I want to lie still bundled up underneath tons of cover's. Like, Antarctica came rushing through. I'm drained as Hell physically and Mentally at times, you ought to see me sometimes walking like a zombie during the daytime though. This body goes through so much pain physically and at times can't pinpoint which angle it's coming from.  Is this a do or die Hypothyroidism party, or Osteoporosis pain? Gland to bone must really throw a grand celebration.  
  hypothyroidism you drain me to there's no end, sending this body on a wacked out ride, putting this mind in a complicated state. Chronic emotions no one will ever get the memo because this body is definitely going through some mood swings.

  Snap, Crackle and Pop where is the milk, bones are lacking thy essentials because here comes Hypothyroidism stealing the bones thunder. So, this body is really physically confused and motivation is desperately draining. This body needs a physical and mental push to stay up float. Therefore, can I let out a silent cry, and please don't ask why because you won't ever get it. Change of weather hits and this body is really in pain, I can't tell if it's Hypothyroidism mimicking signs of Fibromyalgia, or osteoporosis causing osteoarthritis. Damn this body is feeling it these days and I just want to lie here and allow it to run it course.